SO...seems today i crashed landed in reality today...what a shitty fucking day...i found out last night my moms and brothers are snowed in....i hit her up to see how she was...she said they had no heat or food...made me feel like shit because i wouldn't send her money...i told her to sell my car for money just to find out from my brother that they were fine...if that wasn't enough...i got an update about my ex and i quote "you need to stop putting her in your fb status...she blocked you on aim because she's trying to do her own thing now...if i was her i wouldn't want to talk to you either...yall were together for 2 years but why should she want to talk to you now...she prolly doesn't care about you." end quote...and this was from my friend...thanks...i feel so much better now...went to the studio had Jew in my face for a single...made him something that was hot BUT he's not gonna use it...not to mention the person who drives me around drinks SO much and drives WHICH means i might not be long for this world...but i can't miss shows and shit...i try to tell him to chill out about his drinking AND he got pissed at me...talking about how niggas always getting on him...but you get drunk everynite then drive?...and its no problem? But who am i to give advice...fuck i want to drink and smoke my damn self...niggas keep tryna give me pills...(no matter how bad i want to get high as lil wayne ridin first class) but im not tryna do that shit...imma make it thru na'mean...i just need my recording and dj equipment and i'll be fine...it woulda helped to get a phone call or something...i just need a hug, back rub and baby it'll be okay...maybe a lil pity head? Im just sayin? If you really tryna make my day why not go all the way? haha...well at least my sense of humor is intact...thank the lord for my blogg...
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