my moms checks the blog now...she was quite upset that i talk smack about her..went in on a beat yesterday...came out pretty good...not really what im looking for Jew mixtape tho (my bad i ain't text you back nigga! and naw i wasn't caught up with E.R.I.C.A. i was going in on a beat...haha)...so imma keep it movin...talk to mr. green yoda light bka Gabe Niles...nigga think he know everything...gave me some crack advice about this music block shit...he's right i need to just listen...but couldn't give me the key to getting that gritty boom bap sound...so imma have to get my Mace Windu and call in the council...start smacking niggas til i found the answer...going on my Jedi quest...i got other shit on deck so im not too worried bout music block at this point...Stacy Epps is an underated singer...i feel...if you don't know who she is...look her up...she had a joint off that Madvilliany..."Eye"...changes lives...the weekend is coming to an end...i don't feel like going to work tomorrow...its cool tho...everyday brings me closer to music stardom...Im thinking about moving to ATL...thats where the music is i hear...a change of scenery also...cuz im not gon get it poppin in bubbafuck, Texas...
To [Ms.Hill]...you have alot of hate in heart towards me...im sorry for the things i have done...and i hope that you find exactly what you're looking for...i owe you everything i am as an artist...showed me so many things for the kid to help me grow musically...you held my hand when i was just learning to put together beats...now im getting placements and i wish i could enjoy my minor success with you...i understand why you feel the way you do...therefore i cannot be mad...should i say all this while the blog is going? Might as well before im gone...
There are no words i can say...there are no words you can say...there are no words to express how i feel towards you...just know even tho you say harsh painstaking words...they have the power to uplift and heal...
crumbs.
day.
(a million dollars is the dream...me getting it...is the reality)
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