im back people...VA was dope and i needed the break...now im back in the real world...time to get my mind together and get ready to do everything i need to do...get my money right...get this ILL Ongaku music group together...do what champloo has needed to do for damn near a year now...i saw my cousin today right before i left...and asked her what do women want...
okay before i go on let me catch yall up...due to very poor decsions on my end...ms. day and nite has decided to cut ties with me...i was reckless with a few things...so its my fault...(not to mention my ex finally caught up with me and was trying to end my life for that whole day and nite thing...yeesh...reckless living will catch up to you ladies and gentlemen)
ON TO THE STORY...she replied it depends on what im looking for...she schooled me and told me exactly what i needed to hear...i haven't respected females...at all...i've been walking around acting like an asshole to them because honestly that's what i thought women wanted...but i'll never find more than these mindless champloo zoids or hoes by doin that...and thas not what i want...so i need to re vamp...respect females in my life and start putting together the pieces...tell them how i feel...and let them know the deal from jump...just be the honest young man that my mother raised me to be...my last relationship had ill effects on me as a man...i was dealing with somebody who wanted to tear me down...and succeeded...in doing such i lost myself...now im taking the anger i feel in my heart out on other females who do nothing but try to help...for that im sorry...im only 20...im still learning and evolving as both a man and an artist...so here i stand...a young man...learning from the mistakes he's made...will you forgive? or forget?
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