Love has NEVER been one of my strong points...growing up all the chicks dissed me...in High School my first girlfriend cheated on me...granted the one in 10th grade was cool but meh i was young and really didn't know WHAT i wanted...the last one had its ups and downs...more of the later...so here i stand alone...hmmm...and since love has left the building...the music block started...not to mention the stress i now face with the family....man...me and brook Lynn started to get in the position to get closer...but uh...she's a bitch...well her attitude is any way...but man...she is taking this whole me not speaking to her HARD..like her hair was FUCKED UP TODAY...like sex on the ceiling my nigga...she was walking around all sad and depressed...everybody was like what's wrong..then a bunch of us went out to lunch..she happened to show up...was quiet the whole time..then went to go talk to some dude...(i guess to get my attention)...she threw her book bag down and tripped in the process...(but i thought you went hard?)...another friend i THOUGHT about talking to...but the convo we had the other night really brought to the light that she doesn't know a damn thing about me...other than im funny and i do music...that's not her fault because i never talk about that kind of stuff...its just something i don't do...for the most part nobody knows the "REAL" eric...and even if you "THINK" you do...its hard for you to seperate what's serious and what's not...
im alone for the first time in my life...but imma make it na'mean?
crumbs.
day.
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