well...in light of rather good luck the bad comes as well...its all good tho...one thing about me i always at least try to see the silver lining in any cloud...from people stuntin and frontin on me...to looking like a dumbass at work...i keep looking forward...and hoping for the best...one reason tho is because the holidays are upon me once again...and even when you are away from home no matter how dope the place might be you miss home...its human nature...this is truly my first christmas away from family...even in TX i had my uncle and cousins...but in Japan...i don't have anyone (that i know of)...its all good tho...im sure my family will have a dope christmas provided i played santa clause this year which makes me feel awesome...now back to the stuntin and frontin...people out here are a new breed...well not really but still it sucks...musically everybody thinks they have what will get them on and poppin...most can't even put a song together...or count bars (which is fairly easy)...and refuse to get shown up by a black dude who uses words like awesome lol...even tho i make up mixtapes and hand em out every chance i get i can't help but get the feeling that i can't do this alone...i need some sort of support system...but im pretty sure if i can make fans in bubbaphuck tx i can't make some in Japan...but then again i've only been here for a month and have made a few connects that i know will come in handy...espically this female producer i met who replays any sample i give her *smfh* ...lets just say my beats will improve 30 fold...but for now i just gotta keep my eyes on the prize (sorry my peoples got me a book of cliches this year)
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