Let me start off by saying ROB roy finally dropped that album...King Warrior Magcian Lover...i been waiting for it for like a year or two now...and its one of the best albums of '09 hands down...
Brad Miller....*smh* THAS ALL IMMA SAY!
but uh...its dope that rob roy finally getting shine...but yo i can't help but think...am i gonna blow? or even get noticed? Like...it seems like everybody around me is blowing...or at least getting some sort of shine...and i am too...don't get me wrong...things have been happening for me as well...thas why its bothering me that im actually wondering if im going to do anything...you would think i would be like "YO its in reach now...i know i can do this blah blah blah..."....but no...im losing sleep over this...what does my future hold? will all my work pay off? i mean i look at what i've given up just for the litte bit i do have...i remember when Ced Hughes was recording Technicolor Soundwave...Gabe would be like "yo im working with this dude...he dope"...i was impressed with that cat older stuff...then the mixtape dropped...and he got so much press...but still i was like that's whas good...THEN gabe car broke down or something...he was riding with me...and he told me that Ced was talking to Plain Patt...next thing i know...Ced is with OnSmash...then Rob Roy...i found homie searching thru myspace...now Pharrell, Chris Brown and Kanye West are loving dude...it jus blows my mind...it makes me want to learn more and work harder...when i do sleep i feel like a baby...im misssing something...like the world is passing me by...i should be listening or writing...anything but sleeping...but my body needs rest...therefore i need something to put my mind to rest...but what? and to be real...the fact i don't have a chick to run to on some cuddy buddy type ish plays a part...its not like i have a chick i can chill wit on the reg...or even a chick i actually "like"...i've been told good things come to those who wait...therefore i will...
WHY DID THE CELTICS WIN TONIGHT!!!??
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