1nce again...i've been hit with champloo whas been bothering you...(as you can tell they don't read the blog)...so i explain all the girl drama mixed with family problems...they only thing they can reply with is..."okay i understand the family problems...but why the girl problems?"..."like you do shows and meet chicks all the time, so why does it matter"....THIS MUSIC ISH ISN'T ALL ITS CRACKED UP TO BE...you see cats on the videos...covered with fine women and sippin drinks...when you start out its shows with 20 people or less...yea the club is free and some girls are fine but you usually go home to NOTHING...empty studio apartment...dusty records...and a SNES (and a Sega now)...a pack of blacks and your uncanny ability to make something out of nothing...but at the end of the day you don't have somebody waiting for you...
all my homies have wifeys...and its hard for them to relate...granted they all say im in the best position...no babies...no girl...younger...and mad talented...but right now i can't really see it...i even try to get something crackin with the opposite sex but uh between my constant time in the studio...or writing...or trying to make deals from my blackberry...they feel neglected and usually dip...which i can't blame them for...but for some reason i feel like imma be alright...the odds are anything but in my favor right now...but with God on my side...my moms and brothers watching me...and so many people supporting...failing can't be in my stars...(right?)
crumbs.
day.
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