Fear.

ok first let me announce.

www.champloorules.com

that is the website that will be up and ready to go before summer which will also be the time i drop my single for the album...hopefully a video but yall know how that goes.


on to the other news...i haven't been blogging and what not due to stress...usually i use this blog to vent...but in this case i had to fall back and let eric deal with his problems...from dealing with these so called rappers in Japan (all of which are black and don't want to help me get out in Tokyo nor do they want to work but read further) to losing my girl of the past year and dealing with music...with the rappers out here...its not the best situation i mean lets be real no rapper in the military is serious besides myself, Donnis, and Malice so im pretty sure im in good company...but as you can see by said company we all had visions to get out of the military and continue pursuing said dream...now the problem with the average rapper in the military its hard for them to take it serious for the single fact that everything they could get with the rap lifestyle the military provides so what happens is without honing skills (basically sucking) they feel they are rappers already...so...you have sucky rappers with good connections...most have no songs...have never recorded a song...and don't know how to count bars...now you may be thinking well what do they do that they would consider themselves rappers...wait for it...

freestyle while intoxicated

because thats the same thing as being serious about being a rapper -_-.

enter myself in which case they get intimidated by the fact im so serious and pretty much rap circles around them twice while also having my own style (which is looked down upon by a nigga who sucks at rapping) ...so the connections are being held hostage because niggas don't want to look like frauds...AND don't want to see anybody else get on before them...i call it the Jordan syndrome...everybody wants to be put on first and come back for everybody else like a phucking rap Messiah...i hate these niggas...its hard not to get discouraged...i do feel like my last tape was an awesome piece of work but it seems nobody else does...so as i go working on the album (which sounds amazing already) i find myself wondering what am i doing wrong...im listening to my past works taking time on flows and song arrangements just trying to make it not so much perfect or classic but as much champloo as i can...i just want to be myself on this album...and make these wanna be rappers stop rapping so i and other like me can get the shine we deserve...

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day.