with the lights on.

( i need these in my life but alass i must wait til 2011)

let me start this blog off by saying that Dee is that dude for finding a dope snapback and mailing it all the way to Japan for your boy! ok now ...so today i called my girl to talk about when she is coming to visit me...and it seems like...never...she can't afford to come out here...so it seems like i won't see her for 2 years unless one of two things happen...either i go back to the states to visit (which i plan on doing) OR paying for the whole trip myself (which will never happen) in light of her not coming tho this will actually save me alot of money...so what to do with all these moneies!??? well i want to invest in a new dope studio...especially since my time in the military is slowly coming to a close...3 G's will get me a really nice one...

BUT WAIT

when did i go from a slacker to provider? i have so many people looking in my direction for help...granted when i didn't have shit...well...to be honest...most of them weren't even there...and im tired of hearing the phrase "if i had it i'd do for you" get it...then say that...if i get out of the military all of that is out of the window...so what to do? should i stay in for other peoples happiness or get out to chase a dream for a few more years...and what if music never happens? then i'll just look stupid...ahhh...just the thought of proving all of these people right hurts...

but you gotta gamble to win big.

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day.