yesterday i got everything together for me outprocessing so i can leave for Japan here in a few months...how many times have i been here tho? 2 or 3 times already...i meet people become attached then just up and leave maybe to never see them again? Especially the females who make the decision to become emotionally involved me...and im not talking about you crazy broads who claim we were so close to getting married but then i just up and left...even tho i stopped talking to you WWWWAAAAYYYYYY before that *smfh*....anyway back to what i was blogging...is it good that i am numb to getting up and leaving? i mean i care but im so used to leaving or having someone else leave that it just doesn't affect me like that anymore...to me its just a part of the life i chose at this point...to see the tears and how it affects h.e.r. tho makes me almost feel heartless...would anything change the way i am? would it change if i had a child? only time will tell...i guess...
crumbs.
day.
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