so on top of Mr. West ( @kanyewest ) getting a twitter and deciding not to title his album "Good Ass Job"...he had time to perform for some cats over at facebook...two words for all who were in attendance...
so today i was exposed to a nigga moment...if you're not too sure what that is let me some it up...
so today somebody stopped me and said "YO H3ro wanna battle you" (and yes thats how he spells his name *smh*) now Soulja Boy as i call him...is well...your average nigga...period...he always thinks he can one up my team...he claimed he could beat my homie Dejai in Basketball...got beat bad...it wasn't even funny...any way...he was drunk one night and told everybody that he could def beat me in a freestyle bad (later i found out that he said this WWWWAAAYYYYY more than once) so from there i caught wind and called him out via facebook...cuz why the duece would i have his number? Anyway...more niggas hyped it and eventually he felt disrespected...now he mad...now his "rap crew" mind you none of them even rap...including but not limited to him...*SMFH* are ready to fight me and keeping telling everybody i should "be safe...be safe"...see this is what happens when niggas watch alot of tv and base their whole persona of hip hop off of it...NOW...in his mind this is all really A REAL BEEF...DISGUISED AS RAP BEEF...now for me its neither...i just wanna prove that i am dope...thats it...just rap...*sigh*...in light of this i've decided one thing....
after much thought and debate...i've decide to get my blog to how it used to be...almost like a diary of my life...it kinda moved away from that for good reason...because i got tired of hearing peoples mouth...everybody was always like "yo is that blog about me" or "yo thats phucked up how you did such and such in the last blog"...but i miss it...it was therapy...i got feedback about life issues as well as get alot of things off of my chest...so from here on out i will still blog music but at the same time i will put more of me in this blog...like it used to be when it first started...and if you don't like it...drink and drive homie...you have no bearing on my life...matter of fact phuck you...i gotta do what makes me happy...if you don't like it...play in LA traffic during rush hour...ah that felt good...now that all that is out of the way...we can move on...
so miss minaj rebounds nicely from that "Massive Attack" video....the song and vid sucked but she was looking good as hell...now in this jawn the video/song are dope...but no boobies or massive butt implants *sigh* i just can't win with her can i? i guess i'll settle for the good song/video....
yesterday i got everything together for me outprocessing so i can leave for Japan here in a few months...how many times have i been here tho? 2 or 3 times already...i meet people become attached then just up and leave maybe to never see them again? Especially the females who make the decision to become emotionally involved me...and im not talking about you crazy broads who claim we were so close to getting married but then i just up and left...even tho i stopped talking to you WWWWAAAAYYYYYY before that *smfh*....anyway back to what i was blogging...is it good that i am numb to getting up and leaving? i mean i care but im so used to leaving or having someone else leave that it just doesn't affect me like that anymore...to me its just a part of the life i chose at this point...to see the tears and how it affects h.e.r. tho makes me almost feel heartless...would anything change the way i am? would it change if i had a child? only time will tell...i guess...
i been going thru it crazy with this music ish...it just feels like its going no where no matter how hard i work...but then i remind myself why i do it in the first place
so i got a follow from the Kayo group on twitter...and i been flirting with the idea of getting another skateboard...i haven't skated since i sprained my ankle real bad like a year ago...with my job i can't afford getting hurt at all...but i miss it too much...and next check i have to invest in one...
now i hate Fusions with a passion but damn...the colorways are dope...and im not gon even front i was mad as hell that i never copped those fusion 4's that came out...