now...today has been an uncontrollable rollercoaster...matter of fact...my bad world how you been? i don't think i've blogged anything personally in months...lol...been busy...and plus besides promotin my tape (CHESS IN THE CLOUDS IN MAY) what more do yall want to hear...but...again...today was crazy...i finally met somebody dope...who i could literally spend the rest of my life with (i met her a WHILE ago...not today lol...just to clear that up...okay...keep reading) ...and im prepared to...but then...found out im going to Japan for 2 years...now if you know me...or even if you don't...Toyko has been my dream forever...since i was a wee little champloo...and still is...but i can never find anybody else who wants to go believe it not...more often than not they don't have the money...but here i am with the opportunity to live there for 2 years...a BIG city...music...nightlife...everything i've been dying to be a part of...but if i go...i leave her...NOW...i know most of yall are like fuck that bro you need to go to Japan...but at the same time...how selfish is that of me? i've promised her the world and now im about to snatch all of that away from her...but on the flip side...this is literally my dream! What i thought would never happen...and here it is in my grasp...matter of fact i could say the same thing about marriage believe it or not...so here i am at the crossroads...between (what i feel could be) musical stardom and a family...and what if i choose Japan then my orders fall through? or even worse...i go...have a ball but then come back to the states...alone and lonely again... or what if i choose her and she leaves me? Just yesterday i said in life whatever happens happens...but in this case...i have to choose...God give me a sign...i need direction...
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