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so over the course of the last 24hrs i've been hit up to do production work for people left and right...and they all used the same phrase "you ready to work"....now mind you...these individuals have all received countless beats from me in the last 6-12 months and shown nothing for it...not to mention they only hit me up when they need something *smh*....*cue the ed lover voice* cmon son....i've been working...i never stopped...just because you've fell off and have nothing to show for it doesn't mean even for a second that i followed in your *deleted* footsteps...what i look like? Music is my life...not a hobby...if you ask me to do something...if im feeling it i do...i don't string people along like imma do this imma do that...then don't do it...and if i do...i don't have the audacity to hit em up asking for a favor and act like nothing ever happened...what kind of shit is that...to make things worse said cats have been making moves but haven't once asked me did i want in...2 of yall got a manager, live in the Dallas/Forth Area and never even told them about me...that i was looking or anything...but you want something from me for free? but we coo right? out yo damn mind...niggas doing shows and shit...you at the table eating never even asked me if i wanted anything...how you eatin but you not let me even get table scraps...i just had an incident where a rapper asked me to produce half a ep for him...and he'd pay...i did half the beats...sent him snippets...2 months after the run around (homie just kept saying he was gon pay me here and there) he said he didn't want them at all...then had the nerve to hit me on twitter to retweet some of his music...you niggas den lost ya minds out here...the only person i owe anything in the rap shit is ms proper...its not such things as friends in this game...and when you find some people who actually willing to look out hold tight and hope they don't change...its a few cats who actually hold me down and look out...and i appreciate yall to no end...but to you fake niggas....pax...forever

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