DOPE! i was looking for some boots for the winter and i think i found em...doing what i gotta do flyer than the rest of em still in my...well you know the rest...
so i was told i was evil today...told that i play girls? really homie? Love sucks...thats why i don't blog about it often...i don't get what the big deal is..my friends say my emotions are ALL up...cuz to me feelings are mad gey...and if has to do with telling a girl how i feel...im not gon do it...why mess up a good situation with feelings and such? every girl knows i talk to other girls...its not like a million and most aren't even that serious but the fact remains that i do...and i'd rather a female think im a pimping whore than an angel...which honestly i am neither...but for the reason im honest im a SUPER WHORE in everybody's eyes...including my own brother who is so opposed to me coming to visit him in college because he has some girl he really likes and doesn't want me to mess it up...that doesn't even make sense to me. *smh* and he's not the only one...as you can recall one of my close friends almost killed me over a girl not to long ago....mind you these females i don't even want...i can't help it if im a likable guy...is that my fault? Girls like to talk to me because i listen (for the most part) and give you the real i don't try to spare feelings...but at the same time...WHY DO YALL ALWAYS TRY AND SAY IM TRYING TO MESS WITH THE UGLY FEMALES JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS DOESN'T MEAN I WANT THEM...damn i have standards...pretty high ones...stop saying champloo will fuck ya homegirls...cuz its not true...not by any means...love sux...sheesh...but at the same time is all a game so why not play na'mean?
so today has been an ill day...matter of fact its been an ill week...the physical copies of tape came in...but let you ask yall something...now everybody is like i should get the name and title actually printed on cd...or i could just write it myself...and while putting an actual title and such would look more professional i feel like if write it will have a more personal feel...so what should i do?
in other news...
Lil Wayne is pleading guilty to gun charges that he caught back in July 2007...and wow...like does anybody else see through this? He's just doing this to sell a few more million albums...and plus somebody prolly told him that all the greats went to jail at some point...meh...whatever...wayne and kanye are marketing geniuses...i need to get my game up already...while he is in jail he will still be making money AND he's only going in for 8 or 10 months...a lil break...in the meantime Drake will drop an album and sell a billion in the first week...smart man wayne smart man...
i want to get married...all this chasing females is getting old...im ready to settle but can't find the right chick to save my life...any suggestions?
i might have to do a weekly Dante Lewis feature the way this dude is dropping remixes...well here we go again...he got another banger...jawn crazy...take a listen
so i dropped the tape...and im getting love...so what's next? the physical copies will be here next week...im going to hand those out...just hoping that somebody listens you know? but...what will my next move be? where will it take me? will it be the right one? at this point my mind is filled with uncertainties..i wish i had the answers...but as of right now i just dont...nor will i...until i start moving...the next tape is finished as well...im just getting it all together in my head...any answers to my questions? as a person i've learn not to deal with my fears...just to learn to live with them...as the normal person does...but i feel like it might be time for me to face them and grow as both a man...and an artist...God willing i will take it to the next level and live the dream i've been striving for...i've been wanting this for 21 years now...its only a matter of time...
who's coming with me?
sn: i just got a track from concise's mixtape that i produced...he might have something with this one...shout out to so proper...they have been holding me down since day one...and the classics will continue...
so kanye has been topic of conversation for a lil stunt he pulled at the mtv awards...he got pulled from his much anticipated tour with lady gaga...which seems like he should be in the pits...but no...he seems fine...why? because he's smart...
now lets start with the MTV awards...i didn't even care about it...i mean it was another one of MTV award shoes...if you seen one you seen em all period...so Kanye is pictured with this half empty bottle of henny the whole night...THEN HE JUST HAPPENS TO JUMP ON STAGE TO INTERRUPT TAYLOR SWIFT? Coincidence? no not at all...MTV paid him...his stunt was within the first five minutes of the show...when i heard about i went straight to MTV to maybe catch the replay...next thing you know i've watched the whole show...*hand clap* thank you mtv...you paid Kanye to do that and it worked...cuz i was suckered in...Taylor Swift got much needed press (which means her camp prolly cut a check as well) and Kanye was shunned...homie has been on the grind lately...that check must have been a fat one tho...i mean damn...later he got kicked off his tour with Lady Gaga...that had to be millions of dollars gone...but then again MTV does have deep pockets...for God sake its a "music" channel that doesn't even play music anymore...any way he gets pulled from this tour and who gets picked up? Kid Cudi...and who is cudi signed with? you've guess it Kanye West...once again...Coincidence? i think not sir...so Kanye gets a much needed break AAAANNNNDDD gets paid...i see why he dubs himself a genius...not to mention soulja boy said on his twitter he was in the studio with Kanye...that means...Kanye has reverted back to his production roots...2010 we will most likely hear more Kanye produced singles which will win back the hearts of millions...and for his MTV stunt...they will prolly give him a whole week to promote his next album...
so i watched the hip hop honors tonight and damn im inspired...i want to make more music...better quality music...i need to make that classic stuff...everybody has been telling me about the tape and surprisingly enough...everybody loves it...i wasn't expecting that...i wasn't expecting this type of embrace...in light of this my big homie dee hit me up and we spoke about my angles and music...so we're already working hard on it...the physical copies are coming next week...but any way one we move...matter of fact to go back...its crazy how VA artists act...only a hand full have give me props...VA artists are hateful of anybody who they feel is a threat...that's why VA will never blow...everybody wants to be Jay or Kanye...nobody wants to help...i want to change that...i want to help people...even if they don't help me...i want to be the example of a talented artists who help...lets go...
thanks for all the love and everything today...its been...well...awesome...i got over 100 downloads so far and its crazy because i wasn't sure how people would take to it...and they took to it very well...so instead of just chilling...the grind begins more than ever...more shows...im getting physical copies printed some time this week to give out around tx...should be dope...so keeep giving out the link..posting it on blogs...twitter whatever...give me feed back...i want to know what you like and didn't like so when i start in on the next project i know what to improve....
so i was going thru my email...scrounging for beats...and i found the four from my next project...and i was happy as hell...but its funny who i sent em to...my ex...i was like damn...maybe i should stop with the ex bashing...leave her alone...hit her up and try and make amends...maybe we could be friends again...return to the days prior to "Kickin Herself"...be nice for once...make everything between her right...then i thought about it....hmmmmm FUCK THAT...even if i hit her up she prolly still be trying to beef...so more ex bashing on the next joint...its not even really about her...its a message to everybody that even with the biggest obstacles in your way you can do great things...that nobody can stop you when you have big dreams...she is just the face of that hater on your back saying you can't...on to the next...
Curren$y dropped an album today..."Jet Files"...i would cop but a nigga broke...but the album coming soon so imma cop that when the gwap comes around....
SO...me and matt went in on fixing my computer...and for some reason (no pun) windows won't install WHICH MEANS...i can't use FL on my computer any more...WHICH MEANS! i have to switch to reason...i've never used reason for the simple fact everybody always said YO REASON IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN FL...people said i couldn't do in FL what i've mastered...so i have to start over...learn this program...go harder...somebody once told me...if you want to make God laugh tell him WHAT YOU have planned for your life...and they were right...he has big things planned for my future...and he intends to get his...well...off to the big homie dante lewis for advice...
(i was mad disappointed in these...i thought grape AS IN ALL PURPLE...bullshit...fail jordan...AGAIN!)
love has never been my forte...and as i grow im learning...but never never ever mix ya homies and females...it just never works...take me for a sec...one of my homies is dead set on the fact i want his chick...now don't get me wrong she cool as a fan...something like a sister...love her to death...BUT UH...i couldn't beat...homie..she act like ME!...last thing i need is deal with somebody who act up like i do na'mean? constanstly making smart remarks...never could quite understand what they are talking about? na, not for me...but my homie...no...in his mind i am his greatest competition to the point WHERE HE IS MISSING THE OTHER THREATS TO HIS NEW FOUND LOVE (love is a loose term that i use for a lack of a better word)...the other night i went round her crib on some solo dolo cuz...well her story is crazy...everything she's been through will inspire other people...which i took upon myself to tell to the people...so the second i get over there...i get a text from him "where the fuck you at nicca"...soooo at this point im guessing she told him...NOT TO MENTION I TOLD HIM WHAT THE DEAL WAS BEFORE I LEFT...so the whole time im over there he blowing her phone up...(i got my story tho)...she was laughing...but im like nigga chill...this shit ain't funny...NOW...he my homie but this is a big dude...i left...while im driving i see him...i chunk the duece AND THIS NIGGA TRIES TO RUN ME OFF THE ROAD...it was on some planes, trains and automobiles ish...scary...
he later apologized but still...*smh* what is a champloo to do...
so...its like...my mac crashed yesterday WHILE i was backing up my newest beats FML...i finally remember to do it and poof...all the last 3 months of beats are gone...which means...FRESH START! i guess God was telling me the beats for my next project weren't crazy enough...so lets do it again...(this time imma back up all files every night like my mama been telling me to do)...
so this weekend i planned to get so much done...and guess what? i didn't get shit accomplished...iight i take that back...im working on my car right now...so i got the stuff for my car but never got around to installing it because of the sucky texas weather...i was supposed to finish my mixtape but ended up wasting the whole weekend sample digging and forcing music for somebody who wanted a beat knowing damn well that they prolly won't use it *smh*...i got like 10 fire beats done in the process tho...one about me is i never ask for a certain vibe when i reach out to producers...i just want something...when i get a beat with no direction it helps me expand artistically...but some people still are like "yo gimmie some cudi shit"...if you want cudi shit go to dot the genius or emile...don't waste time asking me for shit...cuz im only gonna give you champloo... on the other side of things tho i did get some fresh vinyl but i spent too much money this weekend...i need to chill for a while...im trying to get a new keyboard for the set up soon...and spending close to 300 dollars in one weekend isn't going to help at all you know? i met with one dude...somebody told me he raps...so i went roun there...and at first i was so impressed but as the day progressed the quality of work went down...not to say he can't rap but as of right now is there is no swag to it...no punchlines...the stories need work...so does the delivery...did i mention he's way older than me...but alas...i still hooked him up with a few beats...i had to...i dunno...i remember being there...sitting next to gabe while he made fire beats and i could barely chop my samples on point...but gabe never told me to quit...he was always like "stick with it"...and i did...now the tables have turned...so who am i to pass judgment on this dude...he could be the next one to blow...plus another champloo supporter doesn't hurt...
RAEKWON MADE THE TOP 10 MCS IN THE GAME! (granted he's number 10 but still..shit is dope)
soo currency is about drop his tape with don cannon...can't lie im excited...the cool kids and don cannon jawn was ridiculous...so of course this is gon be better...is don cannon taking drama's spot? i would have to say so...expect cannon is hosting tapes for those underdogs...and tho they have status appeal more to us weed smoking backpackers...
so im looking at the 4th quarter and im not seeing anything worth listening to (OTHER THAN MYSELF! LOL SYKE im playing but the mixtape IIIISSSS done any whooo) Jay-Z and Cudi already dropped...wale and jeezy are also on the way but meh...im not excited anymore...is that bad? im a fan of music but as far as albums go i can't get excited any more...underground cats are about the only way i even care about release dates...these majors seem like they overkill and then keep pushing albums back..whatever tho...lets keep the music coming
OH BTW
i've had these on my desktop for a while...but forgot where i got em from...anybody know bout these?